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Catch me if you canI’m the anorexic at the local gym whom everybody watches but nobody looks at.
I’m the bulimic at school whom everybody pretends not to know about.
I’m the girl in your gym class with too many scars to be telling the truth.
I’m the kid with her head down in the library who is always “fine.”
I’m the boy who 'fell down the stairs'...again.
I’m the child who doesn't show up for school lunch because it's too expensive.
I’m the teenager living a double life in front of your very eyes.
Catch me if you can.

LOVE IS LOVESome people are Straight
while others are Gay
Some believe that Gays are a Sin
while others call it Love

Others are Bisexual
Who love both of the sexes
Many people call it a Sin
while others believe it isn't fake

There is nothing wrong with it
We are here to love one another
So why do people call us a Sin?
When to be Honest Love is a Beautiful thing

Many will think its wrong
while others think it's perfectly fine
Not all girls love Men
and not all Men love Girls

So why can't we all be equal?
Why must there be a Fight?
Maybe I will go to Hell
Cause maybe it is a Sin

If loving someone is a issue
if loving the same sex is wr

Only My ImaginationI can see you, your short brown hair
your big brown eyes
your smile that always gives me butterflies.

I can taste you, savory on my lips
tangy in my mouth
sweet on my tongue.

I can hear you, your calm breathing next to my ear
your steady heartbeat against my chest
your soothing voice.

I can feel you, warm against my skin
cool to the touch
burning with our joint passion.

I can smell you, your cool masculine mu

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freak observerby ~violetense

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Written when I was fourteen, obviously. After an adult told me to grow up because all teenagers were so full of themselves and exaggerated everything's significance, and that teenage problems were trivial. Yeah, not so much.

The concept of a 'freak observer'...it's a philosophical concept that I read about, and for the life of me I cannot find a good definition online, only redirection to the book in which I learned about it. So if this interests you, read this book: [link]
It's quite good.

I originally made this with the intent to submit it to *DeviantArtSecret but it was rejected. IDK why I didn't just post the picture, it's been a long day and I'm too tired to delete this and just post the picture unless it irks people. The image of the girl is a stock photo, it came from dA and for the life of me I cannot recall who posted it. If anyone has seen this image before, please let me know, I feel really bad without crediting the deviant. :/ Will be working on tracking that down ASAP.

EDIT: Found the source of the stock image! Cutout by ~starrlightstarbright, can be found here: [link]

Please do not use without my permission.
Comments are welcome and greatly appreciated. Any feedback is great to hear. What can I do better?

~kallia-goldenwings Apr 4, 2013

that is just so true but I think as we get older we forget high school

!xX-shattered-Xx Dec 18, 2012

I know just how you feel, this describes my life and friends perfectly.

~lesiasdemon Nov 3, 2012

Sorry to here about this, and I know its not really going to help, but I'm dealing with it too. I'm turning eighteen in a few days. But you aren't alone.

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~TheButterflyOfHope Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Very sad, but true.

~violetense Oct 4, 2012 Student Writer

Yeah. And perspective hasn't gotten better, since then, either.

~TheButterflyOfHope Oct 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Yeah

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