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:idiot:disgusting:fat:dumb:imbecile:weak:child:bitch:freak:
letitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgo
1:30a.m. breathe.in.breathe.out. quietquietscratchypencilpaper [close your eyes]
don'tthinkaboutschooltomorrowtodayfivehours breathe.in &breathe.out.
strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong
i will not be the person she told me i was not weak stronger than you
[just stay strong] have faith magic.words say them enough.times and i can fly
:idiot:disgusting:fat:dumb:imbecile:weak:child:bitch:freak:
that's right hidefromthevoices can't tell me it's not true
blood on my sleeve talking to yourselfmyselfsomeonenotquitehere [am i crazy?]
1 altoid + 1 stick sugarfree gum = 3 + 5 = 8 good girl good girl
good grief OCDmuch? no wonder theycantell? hate you
get out of here now
letitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgoletitgo
1:30a.m. breathe.in.breathe.out. quietquietscratchypencilpaper [close your eyes]
don'tthinkaboutschooltomorrowtodayfivehours breathe.in &breathe.out.
strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong
i will not be the person she told me i was not weak stronger than you
[just stay strong] have faith magic.words say them enough.times and i can fly
:idiot:disgusting:fat:dumb:imbecile:weak:child:bitch:freak:
that's right hidefromthevoices can't tell me it's not true
blood on my sleeve talking to yourselfmyselfsomeonenotquitehere [am i crazy?]
1 altoid + 1 stick sugarfree gum = 3 + 5 = 8 good girl good girl
good grief OCDmuch? no wonder theycantell? hate you
get out of here now
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I was file-clearing last week and I came across several encrypted files. Looking at the timestamps, I realized that every one dated to somewhere within the period in which i was a patient at the Charis Center.
Most of what's there I barely remember writing; most of that period is hazy. But I was stricken by how honest it was, because I've never written like that before that I can remember.
I think I'm going to upload them here, because even though they're not my conventional style, they're true, and they meant everything at the time.
Please do not use without my permission.
Comments are welcome and greatly appreciated. Any feedback is great to hear. What can I do better?
Most of what's there I barely remember writing; most of that period is hazy. But I was stricken by how honest it was, because I've never written like that before that I can remember.
I think I'm going to upload them here, because even though they're not my conventional style, they're true, and they meant everything at the time.
Please do not use without my permission.
Comments are welcome and greatly appreciated. Any feedback is great to hear. What can I do better?
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Even just for a simple little file, this has a whole lot of meaning.